When I Was Young…

I saw you for the first time and I was so broken. I saw you, and I realized that the world is large. I thought that I should move on and find the way to raise up. I swear I didn’t love you that time. No, I was so young to understand what was my feeling to you. I felt like I wanted to be close with you, to know you better although it was not a love…

Day after day, we started to share about our lives, our little things. I remembered when I asked you about you favorite things. It was a simple conversation with you. Then, we got busy and I lost my contact with you. I was so busy with my bussiness, but I never really forgot about you…

Until…

You back into my life. I was broken like the first time I saw you. And like before,  you pieced me back together when I fell apart. Every night, I waited to talk to you. In the afternoon, I cried. But in the night you brought my smile back in my lips. It was so easy to be with you. Every complicated thing became simple when I shared to you. I couldn’t find the reason, but I trusted you. I didn’t understand why I trusted in you, you were the one I could share my life with.

Now, after our long enough stories you have to go… You just left me and even you didn’t let me to say goodbye. I’m still loving you even it’s getting stronger. I feel like I don’t care that you’re not as good as should be. I tried to find the reasons to hate you, but that thing just made me love you more than before. When you have to go, I’ve never thought that it would hurt me. God, I just realized that I’m in love with you right now…

Dear, I love you more than words I can write

Dear, I love you more than my logic says

Dear, I love you but I have to be rational

Dear, I love you that’s why I’d try to let you go

Dear, I love you and I know that you’d always be special to me… :)

*For Someone Who Has Made Me Thought About Him Even Since The First Time We Met*