Dear You,
I’m writing this letter as a goodbye. I want to say goodbye to you. Well, the time I knew you were the best time I’ve ever had in my life. You could make me smile and laugh. You made me glad when I was sad. You brought the pursuit of happiness I’ve never had. Then, you treat my pain when I was in hurt. And you unite me back when I was broken.
But I can’t still love you; I shouldn’t save my feeling for you. My love for you was the most beautiful thing in me. But it was also a guilty. I shouldn’t love you, but I against all the rules. I made a big fault with loving you. I sacrificed other things to keep my love for you.
Now, I have to face two choices. Loving you but I make a great sin or hurt my heart with forgetting you and bring the happiness for people who love me. And I chose the second choice. I’ll forget you from my heart. I know it’s hard but I have to try this way.
Wherever I will be, trust me that I’ll always wish the best for you. Whatever I will do, I will always hope you would be happy without me. Well, it’s easy for you coz you don’t love, do you? I don’t know why, but I feel that one day you’ll find this letter.
Well, at last let me say thank you for coming into my broken life and taught me about love. You are the only one who ever touched my heart and I don’t regret it. If I’d die tomorrow, I’d be happy coz I was in love before. Thank you for everything, dear… I hope one day, when my love for you turns into a friendship love, I can be one of your best friend. But for now, let me sacrifice my feeling for you for people I love and love me. I’ll try to forget you although I know I won’t forget all the things of our memories.
x.o.x.o
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