Dear You,

I’m writing this letter as a goodbye. I want to say goodbye to you. Well, the time I knew you were the best time I’ve ever had in my life. You could make me smile and laugh. You made me glad when I was sad. You brought the pursuit of happiness I’ve never had. Then, you treat my pain when I was in hurt. And you unite me back when I was broken.

But I can’t still love you; I shouldn’t save my feeling for you. My love for you was the most beautiful thing in me. But it was also a guilty. I shouldn’t love you, but I against all the rules. I made a big fault with loving you. I sacrificed other things to keep my love for you.

Now, I have to face two choices. Loving you but I make a great sin or hurt my heart with forgetting you and bring the happiness for people who love me. And I chose the second choice. I’ll forget you from my heart. I know it’s hard but I have to try this way.

Wherever I will be, trust me that I’ll always wish the best for you. Whatever I will do, I will always hope you would be happy without me. Well, it’s easy for you coz you don’t love, do you? I don’t know why, but I feel that one day you’ll find this letter.

Well, at last let me say thank you for coming into my broken life and taught me about love. You are the only one who ever touched my heart and I don’t regret it. If I’d die tomorrow, I’d be happy coz I was in love before. Thank you for everything, dear… I hope one day, when my love for you turns into a friendship love, I can be one of your best friend. But for now, let me sacrifice my feeling for you for people I love and love me. I’ll try to forget you although I know I won’t forget all the things of our memories.

x.o.x.o

*Saya sedang geje ketika menulis ini. Hanya ingin menyampah di blog ini*

No Matter With The Distance

Thousand miles between us
Hours between us
Ocean separates us
But love is still with us

We can’t be close
We can’t be together
We can’t be chummy
But in our heart we can

Our heart won’t be separate
In our heart we’ll be together
I still love you all the time
Coz there’s no matter with the distance

With You and Without You

I was with you
Felt peace and love
Felt like I’d be nothing without you
Felt like I had everything to live
Felt like I was the lucky one

Until our story was over
It was the end
I wanted to die
God, my world was over
But… Should I cry for you?

I am without you
Felt on fire
Felt the true happiness
Felt the real live I’ve never had
Felt so clear about my destination

I realize now
Thanks for leaving me
I can live on the right way
I was nothing with you
And I am something without you

Hai semuanya…
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